I'm Glad You Came
From there on, an unsteady and unsure definition of our relationship was in place. That is, until a few conversations took place in order to make it official. Even then, I felt unsure until we decided to take a Winnebago down to UCLA Needless to say, I got stupid drunk. I think I bit her on the way down.
She smiled the whole time, which was funny to me at the time. 'She's laughing at me, I like that' I remember thinking. She took care of me, even took off my shirt when something happened (Did someone pour beer on me?).
That's basically when it hit. Taking care of me the next day was sweet, but I remember on that trip telling her that she was stuck with me. I saw something in those eyes. I was literally biting her back while she was having a conversation. Ridiculous.
On the trip back up, she said to me "It's funny, I've spent the past 48 hours straight with you and I'm not tired of you yet." Realize it or not, that was one of the sweetest things I had ever heard, meaning that somebody saw something in me that was different, something she may have liked.
For me, I have grown accustomed to just putting up with people, letting them be whoever and just not letting it annoy me. When she said that, however, I actually thought about it. This was the first person I had been with for such a long period and not felt really annoyed by or even had an awkward moment with.
I loved her. Couldn't tell her. Going too fast isn't good. I'd make sure I was actually feeling that way before I'd say anything. It was a ridiculous weekend, and on the way back up I got to talk to her for five straight hours basically.
I LOVE YOU
Merry Christmas Babe
